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Dec. 12th, 2012

「 juri 」 → flow snow

☠ FRiENDS ONLY ☠

it was bound to happen.

☠ please comment before adding and make sure there´s at least a couple things we have in common. i won´t add total weirdoes back or anything. you don´t necessarily have to comment, but it´d be nice to know where you found me and all.

☠ i really like talking about bands in my entries. if you can´t stand me acting like a rabid fangirl, then don´t bother adding me. i also talk about fanfics now and then, and while i do write them occasionally, i don´t post them here. i just talk about them. i´ll have a journal up for them later.

☠ don´t expect me to comment on all of your entries. i won´t. in fact, i don´t think i´ve ever commented on anyone´s entries, and i won´t do so unless i feel like it.

☠ i bet i come across as a heartless bitch in some entries, but that´s just how i am. sarcasm doesn´t really work when it´s written, but i don´t always mean what i say.

☠ my journal is 98% english, 1% finnish and 1% bad japanese.



see how bad i suck at writing these things? that´s why none of my journals have ever been friends only D: but i´ve been friends locking like all of my entries recently so i thought, "fuck it." also my apologies for that FO-banner. it had to happen Q__Q
 

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Oct. 19th, 2009

「 武瑠 」 → little vampire

〔...君へ65〕

music: SCREW - VAIN HOPE | Powered by Last.fm
i´m home.


actually, i was already writing an entry when lj decided to be a dick and erased it somehow. or then i just fucked up, whatever, but it got deleted. i sure as fuck am not writing it again now, so i´ll just do an entry with what i bought instead.

yay materialism.


this entry is quite picture heavy (14 images), so... yeah.
they´re not that large, but quite big regardless.


( shopping spree )

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Jul. 31st, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

ps

music: ダウト - 恋のバカンス | Powered by Last.fm
why does my tomoya avatar look better here than it does on my messenger?

D:


unfair.

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「 juri 」 → flow snow

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*just learned to embed media*
this is awesome.
pure awesome.

two hurt is the first song i heard from deluhi, and this new version is just...
god it´s amazing.
though what the fuck is it with these bands and making pvs in fucking churces...? is it some kind of 'rite of passing' that every band has to do or what? :| i´m going to laugh if screw´s genei no kusari is a church pv. i´m so gonna laugh.

screwed my keyboard up again... what. bear with me, im gonna restart this bitch.


also why does it seem like i have fics for almost every band on the face of earth?
and why cant i finish them?

deluhi, right now, makes me remember one fic about them that im stuck on.
its progressed pretty far and now im stuck. i should try and write some more of it.



yeah but i gotta restart my computer now so itll fix this problem.


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Jul. 30th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

OH JOY

music: 「東京指定」 - ALBERT. | Powered by Last.fm
DO YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS.


that´s fucking right.



brb gonna get traumatized now.
it looked so promising.
the new video.


someone´s taking it up the ass :D



アーライーーーーー!!!

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Jul. 29th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

final call

music: 「東京指定」 - 944-169_ | Powered by Last.fm
i am just...


i don´t know.



erina 'quits' dio in september, they´re splitting from their current record label, and going on an activity pause.

someone please tell me they´re not going to cancel their show in finland...? i really hope they´ll get over this. they are definitely among my favourite bands, i love them so much, and this is just honestly bad news for them.

i seriously wish they won´t like... disband or anything.
that would suck so much.





every time a band i like loses a member, goes on pause, or disbands, i can´t help but fear the next time i read something like that, it´ll be screw. i´m so scared of the day when screw makes a serious announcement and lets their fans know they´re going to disband or something. member loss is... acceptable.

although screw without byou, kazuki, manabu, yuuto, or jin won´t be screw.

kazuki has promised that they´ll stay together because, according to him, it won´t be the same without one of the members. i sure as hell hope so, otherwise i´m gonna kick his sorry ass for promising something like that.




erina wasn´t my favourite member in dio, but i am going to miss him.
at least i got to see him twice.
i got to hug him, shake hands with him, wish him luck, and catch him while he was stage-diving (people couldn´t keep him up, so he landed right into my arms before they got him up on stage, but that´s another thing)

i wish all the best for him, i really do.

and to the remaining members of dio as well.
ah, it´s times like these when i wish i could convey my feelings into words and type them coherently enough to send fanmail, but ... well, i can´t.


just keep doing your best guys.
i know i´ll support whatever decision you make, even if it´s disbandment.

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Jul. 28th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

evolutionevolutionevolutionevolutionevolutionevolutionevolution

music: ギルガメッシュ - BORDER
my titles are annoying aren´t they :Dv

well, now you know how i feel every time shibuya makes a blog entry.
(which thankfully isn´t too often, but still)


( cut for your viewing pleasure )

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Jul. 27th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

maintenancemaintenancemaintenancemaintenancemaintenance

music: 摩天楼オペラ - EVE | Powered by Last.fm
stupid ameblo and their maintenances.


i´m bored so i´m wasting time by making a totally pointless entry that´ll no doubt jump all over the place.

i´m seriously considering going on some kind of strict diet so i can get some fat the hell away from my stomach and thigh area. seriously, i will not be parading around in shorts and a shirt that nicely exposes some stomach in this condition. i´m too critical when it comes to myself, i know, and i´m never satisfied with anything. tsukicon´s too close anyway ...


... and every time i think about it, tsukicon that is, i get like ":DDDDDDDDDDD" because i remember who i´ll be seeing there. it´s been well over a month since they announced screw would be the main guest and fuck, it still makes me happy. i kind of can´t believe it though.

speaking of screw, there´s only about a month and a half left until their album release.
i honestly have such high expectations that if X-RAYS sounds even remotely like racial mixture, i´m going to be very disappointed. racial mixture´s a good release, don´t get me wrong, but ... i hate the way it´s been mixed and edited. the drums sound too clear and the guitars are weird and byou´s voice is just ... his voice is probably the best thing in those songs. and the worst part is that the songs just don´t sound like screw at all.

i really hope they´ll do something different with x-rays. i´ll be satisfied if x-rays is heavy and hard, which is what screw´s supposed to be. guess i´ve got to wait until i hear some samples and shit.

SPEAKING OF WHICH ...
if i´m not totally wrong here with my hunch, they should be updating their homepage this week D: oh god new look and hopefully some samples too. haha this is such a fangirl entry. i´m pretty much anxious about their look ... byou seems to have gone back to blonde :Dv i approve (my ultimate weakness is blonde men, even more so if they´re vocalists). he kinda looks like he did back during their fusion of the core -period.
can´t say much about the others though. jin´s brunette and ... i guess kazuki is, too ... i don´t know. i need to wait and see. i´m hoping for something a little more visual, a la raging blood or vanquish.


what next.
my hair? yeah let´s talk about that.
i´m getting fed up with this brown colour and i´ve had it for less than a month D: i blame it on knowing i´ll get to dye it black and red and now i´m just way too anxious for that, too. i´ll have to bother my mom about it once she´s got a day off ... she always helps me dye my hair. the process is gonna be weird though. first we´ll dye it black, then we´ll bleach certain parts, then dye those parts red.

... yeah.

i´m sorry i´m writing such a long entry and not putting it inside a cut, but i really can´t be assed to do that. i´m tired and i should be going to bed soon, since i gotta go out with a friend tomorrow, and i gotta shower before that. and make myself look like a human.

here´s hoping it won´t rain, otherwise i´ll cry.


i suppose i should end this entry before i start going on about something else.

good night.

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Jul. 20th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

what the hell

music: ＶａｎｅｓｓＡ - Arlequin | Powered by Last.fm
( in here )
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Jul. 19th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

also

music: Lupo Label - FLAT BROKEN BEAT | Powered by Last.fm


could you please stop being such a woman genki :|

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Jul. 18th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

☆

music: Ap(r)il - NOSTARSICK | Powered by Last.fm
i´ve been listening to baby☆star a lot for some reason.

...


okay it´s because it was the first song from screw that i ever heard.
i started realizing that it´s exactly one day less than three months, and i´ll finally see them live. the feeling is indescribeable. it´s like i can´t believe it yet (haha pathetic), but at the same time i´m nervous about it and want time to go faster. a lot faster. still too long D:

oh yeah on november 16th, it´ll be exactly three years since i started listening to screw in the first place :Dv
god three years?
what the hell :DDD


i changed my only remaining lip piercing today, and what do you know, it´s too big.
it´s a spiral, surgical steel, with cones.
the last spiral jewellery i bought was too fucking small. just ... when am i gonna find the right size!? wow it almost sounds like i´m talking about penises. i do need to buy a new jewellery before tsukicon though. it´ll be same as the one that´s too small, blacksteel spiral with ... balls and red stones. it´ll match my hair.

how lame.
well i´m gonna wear this too big spiral for a while now. at least until i order that new one :|
luckily the delivery on those is short, like two days.


also, i wonder, could i lose enough weight before tsukicon to be able to get my navel pierced?
i want a navel piercing, but if it just gets lost in my fat, that´s not fun :F
i´m vain and very self concious, in case you hadn´t noticed yet. it doesn´t matter if i look at myself from a mirror and see that i´ve lost a little weight, since i´ll ALWAYS find something to be unhappy about. at this rate i´ll end up a skeleton. nah not really. i know my limits, i won´t set ridiculous goals to myself.

like, i´m 172cm tall, and weigh about 62kg. that´s ideal right.
my current goal is to just get under 60. even if it´s 59, it´s okay. 60 just looks so ... huge :F
the best would probably be around 57-ish ... i guess. no less than that though.
for someone of my height, even 57 is underweight. so i won´t try and be ridiculous about this.

i don´t want to get hospitalized for chasing after something i can´t reach. that´s just stupid.

,,,

so i was wondering if i could manage to lose some. yeah. i got off track.
i´ve gotta cut off on sweets and stuff like that, and add some more exercise.
luckily i´ll be running to helsinki like once a month from now on, which basically means LOTS OF WALKING. i ♥ walking only if it´s in helsinki or some other city. i´m a city person although i live in the goddamn middle of nowhere. that´s why i was happy about going to animecon, and we did walk a lot with Suski on saturday ::D


HOW LONG IS THIS GONNA DRAG ON I DON´T EVEN...

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Jul. 16th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

ヘアエクステンション

music: ＶｉＶｉＤ - Take-off | Powered by Last.fm
oh what, three entries in one day?
i´m losing my touch, clearly.

( カットカット )

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Jul. 9th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

コスプレ♪

IT´S FUCKING DONE.

FUCKING FINALLY.

i was worried it´d NEVER END (x__x)



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Jul. 4th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

v.b.b

music: 「東京指定」 - 944-169_ | Powered by Last.fm
well, it´s sure been a while again.

i´ve been lazy.


( rest in a cut, picture warning )
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Jun. 19th, 2009

「 和己 」 → 赤+黒

screw in finland!?!

i died a little inside.


they´re seriously coming here.

they´re the main act at tsukicon, a convention centered around japanese fashion.


we already got vistlip to perform, which i think i mentioned here, but SCREW!? wow. i now know what it´s like to be on top of the world. anyone who knows me knows how much that band means to me. i´ve never been happier in my entire life. this is just ... oh my god. i have trouble believing it.

i guess i have to believe it though.

it says so on their homepage.


and ... i´m going to see them. i ordered tickets for the con. i ... i can´t believe it.


i´ve waited three fucking years for this day, and now that it´s here, it feels so good. i´m shaking and i want to cry just thinking about it.

i wasn´t expecting this at all, but i´m damn glad it happened.



excuse me.

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Jun. 16th, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

944-169_

music: 「東京指定」 - ALBERT. | Powered by Last.fm
sorry i´m making another post so soon and with the exact same title, i´m bored.

why are some people adding and commenting to my old LJ? :DD i keep getting mails into my inbox from LJ saying someone´s added me, and then i realize that damn, that´s my old account they´ve added. i don´t use that account anymore because i forgot the password. there should also be a goddamn link in my old LJ to this one, which i´m currently using (no, really?)


i forgot to mention that i ordered star ocean: the last hope today, and at the same time put tales of vesperia on preorder :B i´m such a game nerd. i haven´t played either one of those games yet, because europe gets everything so late, but i know more than enough already. the characters in vesperia are the best, seriously. and the dialogue during skits, oh god ... 'manly musk!'

star ocean will hopefully arrive this week, since the delivery time is two to five days. vesperia is released next week on friday, so it´ll arrive much later. if i do get star ocean sometime this week, though, i won´t be on the computer much. i´ll just be hacking monsters and stuff. red ring of death-ing my xbox :B


uh tomorrow´s wednesday ... screw´s new music mall video will go up. and then it´s thursday ieei my new favourite week-day ♥ ... tokyo sti´s videos go up on music mall every thursday ... lame, but i´ve turned into such a fangirl. their videos are really fun though! well, less fun if you don´t understand, but still :B i understand most of them so it just increases the ... fun i guess. just watching them makes me feel retarded though :( i need to see them live, unless they disband by the time i finally make it to japan.

i hope tokyo sti´s new video will be as 'ENJOYABLE' as they make it sound when they pimp it in their blogs >:|

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「 juri 」 → flow snow

944-169_

music: 「東京指定」 - ALBERT. | Powered by Last.fm
so, i´m supposed to be cosplaying next month.

i was supposed to cosplay maro from 【_Vani;lla】, but i´ve come to the decision i don´t want to cosplay him ─ i don´t really listen to them anymore, and i´ve generally lost interest in them, so it´s highly unlikely that i´ll cosplay him. all in all, shouldn´t it be up to me and me only when it comes to deciding who i want to cosplay and who i don´t? no point getting upset over it since i will still be there, and i will still cosplay, so ... yeah.

right now it looks like i´ll be doing my tsukicon cosplay plan for animecon. i´ll most likely cosplay peco from アンド :B he has a cute outfit, and it´s kind of easy too, so i should be able to pull it off somehow. the jacket´s the only thing that worries me, since it´s half white and half red ...

now then, if i´m cosplaying at tsukicon, who am i going to cosplay? i´m admittedly going only because vistlip´s performing there and i want to see them, so cosplaying isn´t that important. if i wasn´t planning on dyeing my hair brown in order to cosplay peco, i´d attempt to pull of a ranmaru cosplay. but i don´t really want to bleach my hair too much. might be that i´ll do kazuki, if i can find a patterned shirt, baggy pants, and some biker boots. i doubt i´ll find the shoes ... damn.


in other news, i had a really weird ranking at ameba sometime last week. it was like, under 300 000 ... which is really, really good for some random chick´s blog that´s in english only. shame i forgot what my exact rank was though, it was EPIC. my ranking´s been hanging around quite high overall lately. i wonder, who the fuck reads it? :DD i´d like to know!

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Jun. 8th, 2009

「 和己 」 → 赤+黒

oops.

music: -OZ- - Athena (Live) | Powered by Last.fm
silly me.

there´s maintenance going on at ameba.

can´t add anyone before it´s like fucking midnight.


by the way, why would anyone complain about how someone else puts on makeup and whatever? seriously? i like putting on makeup. i like dressing up a little differently when i go somewhere. what´s there to complain about, really? okay, i admit i think i look like utter shit without makeup on, which is one more reason why i do it. c´mon, i have no eyebrows (shaved them off), i have huge black circles around my eyes, my skin flushes easily, and the list goes on.

it shouldn´t be anyone else´s matter if i put on makeup.

... that was kind of random, but i´ve heard it bothers some people that i wear makeup and whatever.


i really need a life. and a man. preferably a man. no such luck, i´m way too picky when it comes to that. there´s honestly one man in the entire world i would readily accept, but hey, good luck with that. the distance, age gap, me being out of his league obviously ... ugh. this is also the matter i will not discuss openly because it´s so fucking ridiculous.

... uh, okay, there are two guys in the entire world. let´s say that. still, not talking about it.



i need to end here.

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「 juri 」 → flow snow

白髪

mood: :|
music: -OZ- - Cry the Crime (Live) | Powered by Last.fm
i dyed my hair grey today. it´s not actually a dye that i used, but rather some kind of a special hair treatment. the grey colour is just a bonus i guess. i don´t really know how it looks in daylight, but otherwise it´s okay. it just needs to fade a bit and then it´ll be perfect.


for once, my weekend was actually eventful.

friday was shitty as always. on saturday i went to this weird 'music festival' thing we have here. it was lame. there were only two good performers, and i was there the whole damn time :| the good ones performed first, too, so ... yeah. after that, i managed to kidnap/blackmail ginga into coming over. haha i´m pretty sure i gave her some trauma by making her watch tokyo shitei so much. i can´t help it that they´re my addiction and everyone who cares/listens will hear a shitload about them from me.

we also watched oz´s live dvd, 'a fact of life -territory tokyo 18022009-' or whatever. it rocks, those guys are just so fucking brilliant live. uh ... after that we just lazed around. then on sunday, we played (or rather, i played, ginga watched) some games. fatal frame 3, warriors orochi 2, infinite undiscovery, and the last remnant. yeah.

all in all, fun weekend with some really lame bands.

also saw some of my other friends at that festival, klustermus or whatever. and just as well, i saw some old friends who didn´t even fucking look my way once. damn assholes, i hate you too. (could be that they just didn´t recognise me, since people complain about how i always look different when they see me (question to these people: would it be better if i never, ever changed one bit? i´m the type who gets bored of everything easily, i can´t just keep one hair colour for longer than five months at max because then it gets mundane and boring))


yeah. that´s that for today. i´ve got guys to friend on ameba and i guess i should do that before i forget. (ranmaru, i hate you for not accepting amembers)



mata na.

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Jun. 3rd, 2009

「 juri 」 → flow snow

アメーバ

music: ＶａｎｅｓｓＡ - Arlequin | Powered by Last.fm
ugh i hate this font size system with a passion ...


small update happened in my profile, i wrote it all over again. i need a nice code for it, i think. it looks really lame like that. then again, i don´t really use LJ for anything but stalking comms, so why bother?

little things that have happened.

saturday
so last saturday i went to a graduation party, yey. it was nice seeing people again, i´ve been too much of a recluse lately. i´m sorry about that. after that there was a roadtrip from hell to a summer cottage and ... yeah. it was surprisingly fun there, considering i hate having to go to summer cottages. i´m more of a city person to be honest, but it wasn´t bad. too fucking hot, that´s all. and way too many insects :I

sunday
summer cottage still ... some boat rowing with all six of us in that tiny old boat. i was kind of worried something might happen, but it went okay. and a roadtrip from hell back home again. i think i might´ve gotten a sunstroke at some point, because once my mom picked me up, i had a headache and i felt pathetic and weak (then again, i get carsick as well, maybe that was it). i guess i tanned a little, too. shit.

monday
photoshoot day!! ... yeah. we took like 93 photos and i ended up using just three of them :DDD i´m too picky. not like it´s my fault i make stupid faces and end up thinking 'oh that´s nasty' when i go through them.

tuesday / wednesday
um ... nothing? :D:D


i actually update my ameblog more than i update this thing and it shows ─ my ranking´s gone way up over there :I weird. i guess you could read that blog too if you care ... it´s listed as my website here, so click there and go read. [/shameless plug]

my inspiration to write is still on vacation and it sucks. i want to write.

god does this thing have to switch font sizes when i click somewhere? oh and now i can´t type correctly, go figure.



i´ll update when i feel like it. if i feel like it.

mata na.

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